Saturday, August 18, 2007 / 4:52 AM
wala lang...isip p koh..aheehee
til my next post
i'm wishing i had wings. . .
xOxO
the butterfly lands here
Thursday, August 02, 2007 / 8:54 PM
hai...after a looonglooooooong time... nakuh..mguupcat test na kamee bukas pero heto aku neon ngbblog...(minsan lang naman tuh ee..pgbgyan n..heehee)..kelangan ko lang ilabas ang mga thoughts n ayaw mgsettledown s utak ko..para pagkatapos ko mgrelease kahit panu makapagfocus..(my fingers are crossed d; )hindee naman sa problemado,..hahee..madamee lang naiisip ..you know thoughts here AND there...nyahaha,,.tapos after upcat periodic exams naman.. hataw talaga!!!! ,..kaya masarap mabuhay ee..(chuckles)..
warning :dramatic monologue ahead...read on if you want to..[bare wit moi ]..
nakakalungkot isipin na sadyang may mga bagay na kahit anong pagpupursige mu sa pagpapanatili ay hindee maiwasang magbago... parang sa magkakaibigan.. hindee tatagal at dadating deen ang oras na magkakagap..nagpapansinan, naguusap,nagchichikahan,nagkikita nga arawaraw iba pa rin yung alam mu na close and tight ung bond ninyo..hindee mu deen masisi cla kasi may kanyakanyang schedule..pero diba..dun nga dapat mas ngbobonding..yung parang ..hanggat may pwedeng isingit isisingit..pero bakit ganun??..(hindee ku naman pinipilit n magksamsama kamee..)pero..hindee ku na maramdaman ung mga soul sisters kuh..haii(i know vey personal n toh..pero..basta!)..hindee naman kasee pwede ung lagee nalang aku mgsschedule ng tropa day..hindee pwedeng oras oras nalang gagawa ng paraan para magkasamasama kmee..ayaw kuh deen ng pilit na pagpapapayag..maganda kung...magkakasama kasi lahat namiss at gumwa ng paraan para magkaquality time..kahit between breaks..
hindee aku nagpaparinig..hindee lang ako nagsasalita sa kanya o kanila..kasi pagod na aku..pagod na akong maging GLUE.. "GLUE this and that to that and this.."..i'm not mad for having to put up with all of that for a long while now..i'm certainly not mad at her/them..i did the gluing because i love my friends..and i don't want us to fall apart..just because we did not have time and attention for each other...
to be continued. . . (i hope not)
~xOxO~
the butterfly lands here. . .
♥wish i had wings.♥
deanne.dreamer.hopeless believer.bittersweet.. .. ..she wishes she had wings. . .
deyanie.eighteen,butterflies@gmail.com or deanne_18butterflies@yahoo.com.ph
"if an angel falls from the heavens.ask his name.show him the world.who knows.he might just take you to heaven with him."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
tatie