Saturday, September 30, 2006 / 4:41 AM
yeeeheeeee!!!at last!!after..ahmm..what?? three days of no electricity..thank you God!!....
electricity..computer..!!at looongloooong last!!..
but i'm also thankful ..(actually..VERY!!)that those thre e days filled with
peaceful and quiet moments came..it was like having a vacation..
away from classes.,,homeworks..projects.,,
and during those three days i didnt have any signal..
which meant..i could not receive any messages,,not like i did have any load..
but it was like taking a break from the hard-to-keep-up-with happenings
that kepp going and going andgoing and going ooooooonnn
around ..
stuff i don't really bother being updated with anymore not because it's not about me..
you never really know when you ARE ,,the topic right??
but that's another thing..
it just feels bad meeting your bestfriend ..or close friends..
or friends..whoever..
specially your bestfriend..and then she tells you about something..
like..hmm..say,,chapter one..when..
chapter one is actually already done..and chapter two has actually started..
i guess i'm just tired of asking over and over and over again..
"what the heck has happened over the weekend
that i did not know
and you did not tell me even if we had all the time in the world to talk ..??"
i guess i just feel real bad about what's going on..
but i know it'll pass..it always does..heehee
..maybe i miss my best buds,,a lot alot..
though we always see each other,.
i don't feel the bond that tightanymore..
ooppss.,,
i didnt notice the time..
muuahhmuuaah
Sunday, September 24, 2006 / 4:38 AM
ooooH...whaaah!!T-T..(O_o)
i actualy planned a lot this week--END!!but surprisingly..(not that,,but still)nothing happened ..like bOOOm and i'm here not where i ever expected to be---AT HOME..on the long awaited family day at school..and my role as elizabeth's voice(play for a launching) ..GONE!!..all i ever think of so i don't get too upset is that maybe it's not for me..coz i think that wont be the last play we would have..i HOPe not..
anyway...i cried a lot a lot today..,,maybe i'm just tired of keeping up...and i still can't stop myself from wondering how life would be if i stop and do nothing important..it really is something i would want to try..
and tomorrow is another day..another challenge..another test if i could keep up..
think positive ..think positive...think positive. . it is not the end...
cherish every moment.. good or bad. . cause it is something that WILL NEvER be felt,,
experienced again..
EVER..
Friday, September 15, 2006 / 4:35 AM
..if i'm not mistaken it's my first time to blog..haha!and finally,,got some time to be doing this right now!!
anyway..it's THE fifteenth!!hapy birthday buddy!! ..though today's not really as happy as i expceted it to be..i still am because finally i got to know the truth..and i'm real glad even if the truth does hurt,...anyway..i came home later than usual..,,becuse we went to darren's house and did some serious talking..,,..we talked mostly about the class..and each other..and there i really CONFIRMED a LOT!!..it was expected so i wasn't really shocked..haha..i just hope that i cuold you know ---- change for the better..so no one would be mad or even JUSt irritated at me..even if i know that we can't really please everyone..of course i would like to be in good terms with all..haihai/..//..
...hmm..my mind is filled with so much question,,,...stuff to do,,...action pointds...and D" like right now..and with it comes the feelingS...feelings that can NEVER be exprssed by WORDS. .
.....i mean..it's like..i don't now what i'll pay attention to first...so confused...all i am sure is that..there obviously a lot going on at the moment...maybe i'll savor it..i'm sure i'll have time...
♥wish i had wings.♥
deanne.dreamer.hopeless believer.bittersweet.. .. ..she wishes she had wings. . .
deyanie.eighteen,butterflies@gmail.com or deanne_18butterflies@yahoo.com.ph
"if an angel falls from the heavens.ask his name.show him the world.who knows.he might just take you to heaven with him."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
tatie